~*Diary of a crush*~ [entries|archive|friends|userinfo]
beloved_monster

[ userinfo | deadjournal userinfo ]
[ archive | journal archive ]

Links
[Links:| my live journal something i spend too much time reading ]

[Jul. 20th, 2007|05:34 pm]
Hello deadjournal..long time no speak.
I don't even know what I've done since I last wrote here. Had several boyfriends, had my heart broen a lot, had many jobs, wuit university and worked for a year, went back to university, got a new boyfriend who is still here and i am very much in love with him, graduated and actually have a degree now, dyed my hair bright red, got into experimental and avant garde music, worked for the council, erm..that's the main bit I guess. No point catching up, might as well start from RIGHT NOW.

Right now, I am in my lounge at home in Alsager, drinking wine and celebrating my birthday (22 on Monday, yes, i am old). I went to an auction this morning and brought two amazing real sapphire rings for very cheap, and went mental in the cd shop in congleton (who knew it would be good?) and now have battles, tapes n tapes, you say party!we say die!, souvaris, polysics and fiery furnaces cds to listen to. I move house into my boyfriend and best friends house in a week or so and have to get rid of half my stuff, cos no one needs over a hundred pairs of shoes and as many dresses. Well, maybe the dresses. I can knit like a maniac now, and crochet, and I have my own sewing machine. My boyfriend is a theologian and musician type of the all black wearing sort, but who would have thought anything else. This is becoming a stream of consciousness, sorry. I've taken to wearing black all the time too, but Alex says I'm not allowed as it's his trademark (he literally hasn't worn a colour in 8 years. )

Most importantly, I upgraded to a macbook this week and am done with windows forever. Stupid pcs. This is all white and shiny and I love it. I've taken to wearing a lot of shorts (with tights underneath) and have become very attracted to stompy platforms, but my feet don't fit the ones I have and my new rock boots (which a guy in a vintage shop gave me, unexpectedly) rub. I need to stop that. My favourite headphones broke, that was annoying. I had a job in a cafe for a bit working 46 hour weeks, that was tiring. I seem to sleep nearly all the time and am constantly terrified that I have the glandular fever that both my housemate and alex's housemate have been suffering from.

I was really really ill for a well, an illness of the mental health variety, but that's all over and done with and I am no longer on the crazy pills (though I was during exam time to get me through) but I did quit uni for a year over it. I'm really good right now. Really, really good. Alex is amazing, I have a job starting monday in nottinghamshire archives (for a bit, anyway), I might even go back to uni and evantually become a doctor (of the academic type, not medical) and my poodles are nice. I got a bit addicted to super mario land at alex's house, so now I need a gameboy advance and that.

Signing off now, or I'll jabber forever and I have to blow out the candles on my dr who cake. I love dr who.

xxx
Link2 answers|tell me why?

[Jun. 26th, 2006|10:17 pm]
Hello then everyone.....

So what has happened in my absence? I went a bit wrong and broken in about erm, Novemeber of last year after the Iain fiasco, ended yup leaving university and was very not good for a bit (oh, that grammer is bad). But then got ok, but once I'd left this place it was really hard to come back...and I lost touch with so many people while I was ill that it just got harder and harder to try and explain where I'd been so I stopped.

But right now, I'm the most content I've ever been. Not exactly ecstatically happy all the time, but really pleased with myself and where I am. I'm working for social services, doing lots of volunteer work and going back to Uni in January.

I wrote Jenny a MASSIVE letter and then lost it, I have some worry that I posted it half asleep or to the wrong address, but as I am currently moving out of my house and into the new one I may find it. It explained a lot.

Anyway, here I am. I've missed you all. So much has happened, and yet really not a lot.
(oh, I met belle and sebastian. that was the best bit)

Where have you all gone?

xxx
Linktell me why?

[Feb. 16th, 2006|01:25 pm]
Oh, gosh. Haven't been here in a million years.

I got ill, and then it was all too much trying to explain things to people, and the longer I left it the worse it got.
I've had to leave University for the time being, due to shoddy mental health. I am now trying to find a job until September.
I have a new boy thing, he's very nice and likes comic books, if a little bit too much of a boy and quite often rubbish.
I lost a lot of weight, and put it back on again.
Nothing else has really happened. Mostly, just being a bit broken.

I hope that everyone here is alright, and I'll be attempting to make contact with the real world again soon. For now, the internet will have to suffice.
I miss Jenny. But its my own fault for doing a disapearign trick.
Linktell me why?

[Dec. 14th, 2005|09:14 pm]
I'm concerned that no one has taken up mine or the other Tamsins offer of a Tamsin party yet.
You'll all learn.
Linktell me why?

[Dec. 14th, 2005|04:29 am]
http://www.deadjournal.com/users/ickleweed/8523.html

You heard the other Tamsin.
Get name changing, people.

And none of this Z crap.

Stevesy says:
we should meet up and have a tamsin party
The Rare Altonian Marmot says:
hell yea
The Rare Altonian Marmot says:
we should invite everyone
The Rare Altonian Marmot says:
apart from tamzin authwaite
The Rare Altonian Marmot says:
she sucks
Stevesy says:
she does
The Rare Altonian Marmot says:
and spells it wrong
Stevesy says:
i know, bitch
Stevesy says:
she's bringing us down
Linktell me why?

navigation
[ viewing | most recent entries ]
[ go | earlier ]